Betrayed.
This is a true story.
I don’t know if I’m just sucked up onto my emotions, or if I’m just plainly a masochist. Everyday of my life, I’m secretly peering at this girl’s blogstream for her relationship updates. Yes, she has a series of accounts here and there. What’s funny is that I really, really condemn this girl who caused me a job.
On the other side of the story, I used to like this particular boy. I was so into him that I managed to muster my guts to be with him. I even asked some of my former friends’ help. I usually talk to him, maybe always, and I share a lot of things to him, including my wrath for that girl. I felt that he liked me back ‘coz he was very concerned on me. If I got it right, I believed he was flirting me way back then, giving presents, accompanying me or messaging me out of the blue. I thought we had chemistry. I was head over heels into him…
Going back, the girl wasn’t really a close friend. But, it’s safe to say she was an affable colleague. She’s okay. I thought she wouldn’t hurt a fly, until she said something…
This girl was taunting me on my job after what I’ve done. It has something to do with her spreading lies, debasing someone else who was *damn* another pompous former friend. I know right, I’m not really lucky into making friends, moreso into trusting the wrong people.
So there, I was into a series of harassments. She was my project manager who didn’t give projects, and was into destructively criticizing my every move. Of course, she was mad that I betrayed her for telling to that person concerned about the lies she spread. Ironically, it looks like such lesser evil I’ve done has a setback. Weird to say, but this boy I liked befriended began to make friends with her. Or, was it just the other way around?
They became very close. Soon after, they’re like BFFs. He soon began to stop communicating. It’s as if were not friends anymore. I was so devastated ‘coz he might have told the bitch everything. Yet, I would not be alarmed that much if he told the truth. But, I know he squealed something when she messaged me up telling me she knew everything. So there, I was betrayed by someone whom I really, really liked.
My heart was filled with hurt. My job has been compromised. I tried staying, until I couldn’t hold up much longer. I quit my job.
Months pass by, and it would be almost a year has passed. I recently learned that that guy and that girl have been together for months now. The news was just earth-shattering and heartbreaking—on my part, at least.
Did I ever deserve such heartache? :-( It’s been a while since my 5-year relationship fall into pieces, and then there’s this?!?
I just hope venting this out can alleviate the pain I’m feeling right now.
